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Once a sailor always a sailor

Land Ho!

On the fourth afternoon of our journey the sail was taking me back to Prainha. And I must admit I was very pleased about that. Sometimes more is demanded than given and this trip had been particularly demanding. At that point I just wanted it to be over. But then it happened — a small miracle — and it was then the scales started to balance.

I was following the jangada out in front, slowly gaining on it, running with the waves that lapped over our transom, splashing my calves and feet. The ambiance was mesmerizing: the low rumble of the ocean, our hull gently rolling, the sunlight playing on the water, a warm wind at my back — every sailor’s dream. I was staring straight ahead without a care in the world. But then suddenly, without warning, a larger wave sneaked up from behind, raising our stern just as a strong gust bore down on the sail. The timing couldn’t have been better: a synergy of energy that lifted the jangada — 2,000 pounds of hardwood, fish, ice, stone, pots and pans and four grown men — and sent us charging forward. All at once the world had changed.

Any surfer knows how it feels to catch a wave. A millisecond of limbo, will you or won’t you, and in a flash you’re off, dropping down, shooting forward — time and space shifting all around you. You stand up and everything becomes sharper, clearer — the board below you, the sky above, the wave — a translucent wall of water — wet glass — your fingers penetrating the wall, unzipping the glass. And you are standing on that board, so still, when everything else is flying around you. You’ve just been thrust into another dimension, a different paradigm, a higher energy state — the wave’s state. You are on that wave and you are one with the water. You are there and nowhere else. Right there — in that moment. Right there — “ON THE LINE!”

The devotional term is stoked and a healthier religion is hard to find.

You might say it was basic physics driving us down the face of that wave. You could call it gravity but not if you had any feelings. Not when your average speed for most of the day had been a few measly knots. And certainly not after sitting on a hard deck under a blazing sun for two long days before that — sitting on your salt-crusted, intestinally-challenged, neon-white keister.  Because had you experienced what I had out there, and were abruptly punched up to twelve knots on the face of a breaking wave — then you too would have thought it a miracle.

And it was a miracle, a beautiful miracle! Not only did my pumpkin turn into a carriage, the carriage sprouted wings and took off flying. The deck started shaking under my feet, the hull vaulting this way and that. Pots and pans rattled in the hold while great plumes of water blew from the bow. The tiller came alive in my hand—pulsing, throbbing, humming with tension. Clutching that tiller for dear life, I could not believe what was happening.

WE’RE SURFING—MY GOD—WE’RE SURFING!

And then it was over, quick as it came. The wave charged past, leaving the jangada to wallow in the trough like a drunken sailor. But not for long. In a pounding heartbeat the sail snapped out, the hull lurched forward, and we were off and running before the next wave.

Right about then the adrenaline peaked in my bloodstream and I let out a whooping holler, loud enough to wake the dead. As soon as the cry was out of my mouth I regretted it — too late . . .

Ze was snoozing on deck at the time. Poor Ze. The very thing that made him such a good fisherman—a lightning fast nervous system—also made him extremely sensitive to sudden stimulation. Even before my shout had dissipated he was up on his feet, pivoting around as if the world was coming to an end.

“What’s wrong?” he hollered.
I felt so embarrassed.
“Nothing, Ze . . . I got excited . . . The jangada was surfing . . .”

He must have thought I was crazy, but all he did was shake his head and laugh. This didn’t make me feel any better because I knew exactly what was coming next.

Right on cue the hatch flew open and Mamede’s head shot up. First he locked his puffy eyes on Ze, who was no longer laughing, and then he turned his stony gaze my way. Suffice it to say, Mamede was not smiling.

“Mamede—I—the jangada—we started surfing—”
João said something from the hold but I couldn’t make out.
Mamede looked down and said, “What?”
João repeated himself.
“No, it’s not another jellyfish.”
João spoke again and Mamede shrugged his shoulders.
“He got excited. The jangada was surfing.”
“SURFING!”
“Yes—surfing . . .”

Ze started to laugh again but not for long. Another wave picked us up and we took off flying. Everyone braced themselves for the exhilarating ride. When it was over, Mamede looked at me and asked, “So you like that?”
He was wide awake now, as if the wave had passed him some energy.
“Yes I do, Mamede. Yes I do.”
He threw up his hands. “That always happens on the way back!”

I steered for another hour, catching as many waves as I could. Mamede rested against the daggerboard while Ze and João took up their positions at the rail, pumping their espeque lines to give us more speed. Once I got the hang of it we had a lot of fun in those waves, dipping and diving and soaring away. Especially João, who was bouncing up and down like a kid on a pogo stick, eyes shining bright, shouting out, “VAI!  VAI!  VAI!”

Vai nela, João. Vai nela! (You go, João. You go!)

It was just after 16:00 when I spotted the Morro Branco. The bluff’s dusty outline had been there for a while, hiding in plain sight. It’s like that when you return from the ocean—land sneaks up on you. For the longest time you think you are looking at clouds on the horizon, or haze in the distance, then suddenly you see it—POOF—Land Ho!

“The beach!” I called out. “The Morro Branco!”

Mamede climbed up on the tabernacle beam to have a look. He scanned the shore to get his bearings, then jumped down and made his way aft. As he approached me I could see he was frowning and shaking his head.

Is something wrong? I thought. Are we not where we should be? Are we going to have to tack back out and spend more time at sea?
Oh, please. Please no!

I should have known better.

Mamede got close and cracked a grin. “So, what do you think? Do you want to come fish with us again next week?”

What?!

I mean, what could I say?  I didn’t want to offend them, but the last thing I needed was another trip so soon. I’d have to recover from the present one first. They were all looking at me now, waiting for my response.

Better not lie this time . . .

I raised my bandaged finger and waved it slowly back and forth. “Maybe not next week.”

When the laughter subsided, I stood aside and let Mamede take the helm.

An hour later we were just beyond the break line in front of the village. Up on the beach it looked like Carnival had started early. Sitting high on their rollers like parade floats the newly arrived jangadas were surrounded with people, wanting to see what the fishermen had caught. Children cleaned fish on the sand while others ran around and played. I was standing with Ze and João at the rail when Mamede steered us into the surf.

The entire village turned to watch as a wave picked up the jangada and sent us racing forward. Expecting a jolt when we hit the beach I unwrapped my espeque lines, preparing to jump off.  Just then the deck pitched sideways and I lost my balance—was over the rail before I knew it. Rushing water slammed me down and tumbled me around, while carrying the hull safely away. When I finally gained my footing in the waist-high water I felt a little foolish. But that didn’t stop me from laughing, along with everyone else, as I walked up onto the dry sand.

I was alive. I was alive and I knew it.

 

THE END

 

 

 

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Girl sucking thumb on doorstep.

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